So a good while ago i started being targeted by the CIA and special agents of the FBI(lacertas minions) for extraterrestrial contact. Extraterrestrial meaning that they don't live on earth.
Meanwhile i was going through a major awakening process of remembering who i am as a multidimensional being. I started to ask this community for help and advice for the things they were doing to me but i came to realize that i have been focusing on what they are doing and how they are doing it ,that o have forgotten about how i should truly protect myself.
Then a slow dawning self realization accrued "systems come and go but our development continueto" to this struck me in the most advanced ways possible such as... We own ourselves "thier controlling your mind because you were tricked into giving your own mind to them" at that moment i started figuring out what they have been doing to me. Every interaction and reaction was under thier will. Like i was on autopilot and these agencies are running the scripts and programs.
So i started evaluating myself.
Am i thinking at my highest self?
Why do i respond to others in certain way?
Why do i have such negitive emotions?
Why do i feel empty inside?
Where am i going in life with these feeling and emotions?
Why am i acting this way? I know it's not me.
I know my true self wouldn't act this way.so who is operating me?
How come i can't feel the connection to life anymore?
Why do i feel like everything is a dream?
So many times i wanted to write this down yet thier is these strong thoughts telling me to "give up , nobody is going to listen to you, just obey us and you won't die." i started to realize that these thoughts have been the ones in the background of my subconscious mind running me.
So i decided to speak to this entity that has been attached to me ... After a good while i came to the conclusion that this entity has been sent by one of the agencies of the government to spy on me and hold me back from reaching any point of accession. This entity is part of the illuminati(lacertas group) to see how i was able to break free from the control systems and to put me in thier reach of control like a puppet.
So i preyed to my higher self to release this attachment off my body and remove this force out of my life.
So far it is working to a certain degree because i am fighting to keep typing.
To say the least Mind control can be broken and over ridded for the control systems can control you when your not aware of it (^.^)