The story goes back several thousand years when Arjuna roamed about the planet. Arjuna was a mythical warrior, and the Hindu Text Bhagavad Gita is written on a conversation between him and Krishna.
Now, that aside... the one story that piqued my interest was the story of Arjuna and a woman named Uloopi (or Ulūpī ). There was a time when Arjuna spent some time in the forest, on an exile. Here, he was kidnapped by a Naga princess named Uloopi, and later seduced into having a relationship with her.
Now, Uloopi was a shapesfhiter, out of a reptilian race of beings. This is the closest I have found in Ancient Indian myth that relates to what we call today Aliens. This could also mean that a race began here of mixed human/reptilians, which would mean that these half-beings exist today, likely without even knowing this. I'll also have to say, however, that these beings were looked down upon because they had something known as Maya Shakti - Shakti, meaning Power and Maya, meaning illusions. The power to create illusions.
And this is why I feel an odd sort of suspicion to this movement that has taken hold of the new age. There is a very high chance that modern day New Age movement's followers are being fooled into a believe a theory that is completely created for the benefit of the Reptilian Race. Intuitively, this is making a ton of sense to me because not a single one of these ET/Alien worshippers are anywhere near as powerful as true monks, sages, magicians, etc. So what's happening? It seems that this is a system to push forward the reptilian agenda under the illusion that they are the true creators of humanity.
But... but... but they have advanced technology! Realize that advanced technology does not necessarily mean progress. Technology that disempowers us is not a good thing. The Human Being through his or her natural powers can do far more than technology. Through my psychic power, I can make money off of the stock market, without the use of any software or ninjatrading mathematics. This is an example where our own natural power surpasses any technology. Technology was only created to make our lives easier, and an Alien Civilization with advanced technology is nothing special at all.
Now, if you have been in contact with Aliens, do just one thing: Monitor your growth, and your progress very very carefully. Us modern day humans are so cut out from our divine potential that it is very easy to fall under a trap such as this one.
Serious Question. There are hungry artists out there that can do great work, and yet it is Miley Cyrus with a net worth of 160 Million Dollars?
What's going on? Why is all society so hypnotized by people that are leading mainstream society directly to pornography?
Miley Cyrus. Nicki Minaj. Why is mainstream music degrading every year? As all of us know from this site, music can literally make the difference between a highly productive, intelligent, attractive person and a sex obsessed masturbation rat. How did this happen? Who exactly is controlling the music industry, and why precisely are we decade after decade degrading to mainstream pornography?
If anyone's ever read Brave New World, this is precisely what is taking place in society today. Every single person will end up as soulless sex drones, at the present rate. This is a terrifying trend that needs to be reversed instantly. I have nothing against any of these artists, but this is what makes the average 12 year old's ambitions today: to be in the shoes of one of these people. Can we perhaps unite and send a wave of higher consciousness towards the music industry? In addition to this, concrete action has to be taken to change the entertainment industry. We want Shakespeares and Mozarts, not Miley Cyrus's and Nicki Minaj's. The artist, the musician, the actor, etc. can make or break an entire nation due to the mass influence each and every one of them exert over the mainstream.
Is lifting weights the only way to go? How is it that monks eat in moderation and create such massive strength?
Try doing this for hours. Or even a few minutes, really. Build an unbeatable mind, and seemingly anything is possible. You have learned to dominate yourself, and so dominating the world around you becomes that much easier.
What is perhaps necessary then is a program to get ourselves into absolute peak shape, through mind and body. For this several methods of training were invented, be they Yoga, Martial Arts, Shaolin, etc.
The result, however, is obvious. Once these techniques are perfected and practiced daily, we turn into the Creators we were meant to be. Pharmaceutical medicine would be permanently eliminated, and nature alone would be enough to heal us all.
A mind operating so fast that it can grasp and produce anything almost instantaneously and a body operating at such great levels where everyone could be running about like a Spiderman or Captain America. What a world would that look like?
Following this post I'll be discussing training methods I have tried and training methods everyone else could do to get themselves into mythical shape, as that is my dream: turn each and every one of you seemingly into Gods and Goddesses that can create a beautiful planet on your own and conquer all evils. While I am at this, I will take a quick moment to link everyone to a similar program that has been created, known as Real Anime training.
This program is only limited to physique, but I plan on doing the mind as well. Either way, it gets all Creators just that much closer to cutting off the symbolic Hydra that holds this world from its true nature.
I didn't expect to write her after forming my Society of Co-Creation, but I will keep writing here. Maybe even daily. It occurred to me that simply putting my thoughts down like this is therapeutic and helps me think better. So, here we go.
Astrologers as we know predict people's futures, but Astrologers of the past also did something more. They were think tanks. They could, with a very high degree of accuracy, see the future in all matters of the state including war, politics, crop production, etc.
The closest thing to this all inclusive use of Astrology today, perhaps, is in a Society of Astrologers named Magi Astrology. The group can even predict the financial markets.
It has even issued an on site challenge for those that question their competency. This is perhaps the most productive use I have seen of an Occult Art. Used and mastered over enough time, there is no real limit on the resources and financial success a Magi Astrologer could acquire.
What other practical ways are there to use the Occult Arts for the benefit of ourselves and the planet? There's the lost art, Alchemy. There's also superhuman training, which has mostly stayed a secret in between the Shaolin Monks, Ninjas, and Hatha Yogis.
For Civilization to recover and reach its golden age, all of the Occult Arts have to become mainstream, so that the beauty of our society can be restored once and for all.
I have delivered the message to Amazo and Skye. Was this clear? If you can even for a second ask yourself... "What message did Light want me to recieve?", and write it down, I am curious to see the result. If nothing happened at all, post that down too... but I am certain something or the other did happen. If for whatever reason it failed, I will try new methods.
Skye is our organizer, so a lot of this information will have to be organized somewhere. Anyway, here's my Intuitive Writeup
Basic Needs for all members
Food, Water, and Shelter
All this, I have realized, can be attained through owning a house with a nice enough backyard/front lawn conducive to urban gardening/farming methods. Through this, at the very least, everyone can have their own homestead and a clearing space for producing their own food through the comforts of their own. As organic food today is so rare, excess food can even be sold for money. A homestead is essentially a mini civlization, so you can always creatively decorate it and invite the entities/beings in your life that you wish for, ranging from angels to roosters. Having a living space of one's own with room to play is permanent security.
So I'd ask, where does everyone live? Geographic areas and figuring out the precise timing for foreclosured or bankowned prices going for very little amounts would help immensely. A house going for extraordinarily cheap prices can be done through purity of intention as well.
So it's essential that we all work on manifesting ourselves a homestead, if none of us actually have one yet.
The second is a stable source of income, however little or grand that may be. I figured through content creation we'll all have the necessary money. The main issue, of course, is the blog idea doesn't provide enough for us to collectively work on it in the beginning. So my suggestion is that each one start their own content production method - be it a blog, Youtube Channel, or whatever that may be, and press on with it until a decent amount of money is earned through this source (however much you deem to be fulfilling and/or necessary.).
If everyone starts a blog or channel to resolve world issues, our collective works could merge and turn into a newsblog, or a newschannel, a very special kind that dives deep into occult maters and produces viable content through proper research and intuitive journaling. In this way we could eventually make it big. I would also like to mention that if you already have a natural talent and you feel it can be turned into production - USE IT. A blog came first to me because I am naturally a writer. As I blog more about world issues, my intelligence will naturally develop in that direction, so it all works out for me. TheDonadada could literally start an Astrology blog and turn into a Prophet. Take your collection of talents and develop them fully.
So in sum,
- Homestead for all.
- News blog proposal, that begins from individual creations. The Huffington Post makes 200 Million in annual revenue. We do need to make anywhere near as much, but if we set the intent to make even 1% of that, take out the tax money and still - THIS WILL BE PLENTY FOR ALL INVOLVED.
That should take care of the security issue. It will not come over night, but it can happen given enough time and sufficient work. Our collective intention meditations to ensure the individual's success will create faster progress for all that are involved. There is no skipping the work, but at least we can ascertain this does not take a lifetime to achieve.
- I have listed Skye and Amazo. If Donadada wants in he's welcome. That will make 3-4 members to begin. I want to keep it short and selective. Quality over Quantity. I rather have 10 committed people than a 100 wishy washy ones.
- This will most likely be my last blog post here. I will move to another site and start making money through my writing there.
-To communicate here on forth, we'll likely have to use Google Docs or start our own forum.
Celestial Beings such as Angels and Celestial Creatures, or even Aliens that have PURE INTENT, are welcome to join.
- I do have the power to install an Astral Telepathic barrier around everyone to keep them away from harm. That being said, not even I can predict the unpredictable. So keep a watch on your surroundings at all times.
- In the new forum or Google Doc, we will keep track of every member's spiritual progress and strengths/weaknesses to be aware of the possibilities. Once we know each other in and out, true progress becomes possible.
But yes, if we keep at it, Home and Income security is very possible, which will enable us to turn our FULL FOCUS into world building. Until that's happened our attention will likely be divided between the two, which might mean more work, but in the end it'll all be worth it.
Whelp, what do you guys think?
We will communicate over the internet, of course, but we need other forms of communication as well... and Telepathy is by far the fastest and most effective form. In case there's someone in danger and we don't know about it, adopting a Telepathic ritual is the way to go. If everyone's open to it, I would like to run an experiment of sending each of you messages, and everyone else in this group can try it as well. So long as your channel of communication is open to messages from me, it should work through the power of intention.
If everyone's down, we can put this test into play. I will send each one of you messages, and you can all post it in my blog if you felt as if you received a message directly from me, and what this message was. In this way, I would know it's working. Once everyone sends a "Yes", I can begin.
Blogs that earn the most Income
1. The Huffington Post - $21.8 Million
2. Mashable - $11.5 Million
3. Techcrunch - $10.8 Million
Youtube Stars with the most Income
1. PewdiePie - $7 Million
2. Lewis & Simon - $6.7 Million
3. Smosh - $5.7 Million
Really, some of these numbers are fascinating. All for Blogging and Youtubing, things you can do from the comforts of your home. What of a profession that handles world issues? How much would that make? The Top 20 of both Youtube and Blogging are over the million dollar mark .Take out taxes and you're still at a very, very high mark.
Imagine, for a second, that we all are creating daily content, be it through blog and/or Youtube works, and are setting the collective intention that each one of us rakes in enough to fulfill ourselves financially.. what could happen? It'd make our work somewhat easier, and the collective intentions would make our collective personal financial lives a success, thereby giving us plenty of time for world-saving.
That's just a thought. Assuming anyone has yet to decide a steady/proper source of income.
1. Our goal is to work for the welfare of societies across the globe, setting up the road to a global utopia, where everyone is well fed, taken care of, and leading utterly and completely magical, adventurous, and prosperous lives. Where every person is leading a life like a dream come true, like a movie.
2. Collective Intent is Omnipotence. That being said, the power of a few can be equated to the power of millions put together, through the currency of Willpower. Willpower is all that is necessary for success. As such, the more work you put into yourself, the more successful we will be put together. The more work you put into yourself, the more mythical shall your adventures be.
3. Everyone in the society is an equal, so leave your ego at the door. As we’ll all be empowering each other, arrogance can happen, and this is to be eliminated immediately. The stories on how arrogance eventually lead to a person or state’s downfall are innumerable. If you ever have a moment where you genuinely feel the need to be arrogant, ask me for help and I shall post real life stories up on the necessity of humility.
4. We will hold collective intent meditations every now and then. Anyone in the society can suggest one. Ensure, however, that the intent is as specific and as precise as possible. The Devil is in the details. The intent also needs to be as pure as possible, free from all ego.
5. As we’re also ensuring each other’s growth, it’s fine for anyone to post personal requests. While this will not be our focus, it makes no sense for any single Creator to be unfulfilled. At the very least, every Creator should have food and shelter. Ideally, every Creator is leading their dream life.
When a person acts with complete confidence, even for insane purposes, it fills a void in us. Powerful people make their followers do insane things by the force of their personalities. It proves the point that the force of a person’s will, of his self acceptance, can be so strong that he can change the view of the masses. He can convince people that what he is doing or saying is beautiful. People become fully accepting in his presence, falling prey to his complete self-acceptance. Self acceptance is very attractive. The one who is most congruent will control the situation. If your frame is strong enough, you can get away with anything. Self acceptance gives you the freedom for fearless expression.
The expression of complete self acceptance is the inspiration that we all crave so much. When we see others expressing themselves with self acceptance, we feel a sense of acceptance towards what they are doing too. When we see it in others, we feel it in ourselves and for them and the universe. In that state, we feel acceptance for everything that that all is perfect. There is no rejection for those who have complete self acceptance and they can express themselves fearlessly. Self expression is total, immediate and without conception of time. You’ve got to have complete self expression in order to fully communicate what it is you want to communicate to another.
Most of us think that the right to create is for others, not for us. But inspired people show us by example what is possible for everyone. It’s as though there is a cosmic bank somewhere in the universe where the great ones have their accounts. The currency is unlimited creativity and ideas. The rest of us are always trying to borrow from their accounts. Do not borrow from anyone else’s account. We cannot recreate. We must create. Have the attitude that no one before has ever done what you are doing right now.
You have to have the arrogance to do what you want to do. Behind every action that you make and every word that you say is the belief that “this is the truth”. Do not believe in wrong actions. Believe that they are right ones because you are the one making them. Authenticity comes from the permission you give yourself to be a genius, to take something that is considered junk and proclaim “this is beautiful”. Power comes from being yourself. You can never get it by recreating. You have to create. For something to be real, it has to come from within you. Do not fear mistakes. There are none. Act as if you just didn’t have a care in the world.
There are many ways to get complete self acceptance one being of course through Subliminals. These change your energy and people will respond favorably to the changes. You must if anything be willing to do things that are out of the norm to unleash your hidden power. The warrior archetype accepts death literally and symbolically and this is what makes him live.
“The world of technocracy, being incapable of affording each individual the opportunity of satisfying his hunger and thirst at the moment desired by his body, has tried to force him into its own schedule based on nothing but this world’s own helplessness, and then attempted to justify this compulsion in the name of some sort of ‘efficiency’." - Anastasia, the Ringing Cedars of Russia
This is a highly Mystic Civilization, with ongoing Alien Contact. Or one can simply say, the one that abides with Laws of all nature.
And this our man-made technocracy. Where we essentially, over time, hand it to the machines.
On one end is a mystical utopia, and on another a technocrat utopia. Civilization has been steadily degrading over the period of the past few thousand years, and this is supposedly where we have come to, where Subliminals are needed to re-assert our basic powers. The ancient mystical utopia pose no threat to nature, while our modern day one does. Seemingly, there is no end to Mystical possibilities, while in the man made technocracy, machines and robots eventually replace men for good. I really no longer see this march of technology as a positive thing. Any opinions?
I am certain, everyone's having the moment... what do I want to do? Here, let me help, construct your own Mythical Page!
Your subconscious processes things through images. All you have to do is describe your higher self, your true core frequency or self, through that image, with all the abilities you wish to have, and then meditate to this (or self-hypnotize), and then your subconscious heads you in that direction. As an example, here is Spiderman's Page.
He has his base of operations. His powers, abilities, and equipments. His skills and abilities. His team affiliations (You are all affiliated to the Society of Co-Creation, at least.
) , his love interests, his personality. etc. etc.
You can write down the dream fulfilling life you want on this page, in the sense that he is already leading it, and your subconscious mind will put you on the path of deliverance. For this, you will have to carefully meditate to your needs and desires first, to ascertain that you're in alignment with your highest true good, and then move forward. And that's it. Since you're literally meditating and asking your subconscious to be YOU, in your MYTHICAL FORM, in the form we were born as... Creators... what can possibly go wrong? You now have it all, and don't have to jump around listening to multiple hypnosis sessions like a rabbit.
In the Roman Era, a Knight watches his daughter joyfully skip across the fields. The captivating smile, her mesmerizing charm, are more than enough to fulfill that knight in the very moment... before he goes off to do the unthinkable. Off he goes into the crowds, joyfully, happy... ready to take the center stage, and be hanged. As his life force leaves his body, he knows he has lived a fulfilled life.
Today in the Energy Center I go to sat two other men doing a past life regression, and we were all transported to Ancient Rome. One of the men was an executioner during the same era, and he cried after the session ended. I, on the other hand, was perfectly happy. The last man was too fearful to explore his full memory.
Now, on the surface, I died.. but I died happy. It was clear that I was protesting something, and got hung for it. The executioner, on the other hand, followed his era's teachings, and well... his soul is suffering for his actions till this day.
Mind Blowing. I wonder how many such souls are suffering today, allowing the government decide their actions?
I don't think much needs to be said. The world will be a vastly different place if this doesn't stop and reverse itself immediately. Collective Intentions, Actions... the globe needs a plan of action for this one.
Anyone hear of Chris Goode? This quote should tell you a little bit -
In a nut shell, we are a composite of a lot of different races, 22 to be exact. It is a physiological fact that there are 22 different body types on the planet. And that is the result of the extraterrestrial races.
The new Snowden has essentially worked for the Gov for decades, and the things he has learned will blow your mind, on Alien intelligences and the US Gov interacting for quite some time now.
Anyway, here is a very long thread of what he says is really happening. Enjoy the read on these beings known as the "Blue Avians".
Curiously enough, Anastasia in the Ringing Cedars of Russia has a completely different opinion on Aliens, saying they do not possess as much power as Man, The Creator, and therefore this is simply a scheme of theirs to understand our ways and imitate natural law on planet Earth.
Either/Or. It is interesting what the Gov hides from us. It was only last weekend that I met a man that does Remote Viewing conferences all across Arizona. In his time at the JPL, he said he witnessed enough alien-like incidences to be convinced that the Top Secret clearance level was really hiding behind the scenes. By the way... if you have any special abilities that the Gov knows of? They'll offer you a secret contract for your Occult Abilities. Isn't that curious? Hence why the "Occult", or hidden. Our own powers have been hidden from us for ages.
The more I learn, the more I realize how much I do NOT know. Truly humbled.
I do not know why many of you on here seem to be shy and quite , but most of us are like minded people, connected through common interest thanks to this website, introverts pioneers and outcast of the past would most of the time go their whole lives without being connected in some way to like minded individuals (this website for example) so it is time we honor them and ourselves by making more of this site. It is time to get MP members more active for something meaningful....
With that said
Can one of you tell what it is about Antarctic that has caused 40+ countries to agree and unite upon a treaty and thereby guard it as if it were forbidden land? yes tourism and private expedition is allowed, but why go through such great lengths?
LIST OF TREATY NATIONS
Anyone want to form this? A Co-Creation group? Through this group, through Collective Intents, we would be resolving global issues and creating our own dream new planet, full of magical adventures and prosperity. In theory, we can co-create anything we would like to, but there aren't enough concerned about living in a completely unreal, beautiful, and magical planet. With countless people spending time creating Tulpas, why not this?
Collective Intent is essentially Omnipotence. Who would be able to stop us?
You might be familiar with the concept of Kundalini. I just find it a great reminder of the Power Centres WITHIN US!
You are POWERFUL!
It is helpful to visualize the element passing through the chakra centre as well as repeating the Affirmation any time of the day!
There are accompanied "Mudras" (hand-signs) that help open Chakra Centres as well as "Mantras" (Sound Manifesting Codes)
(Here is the Link: http://www.eclecticenergies.com/chakras/open.php)
Start Every morning with a Kundalini Meditation and you will feel your Unlimited Power!
7) Crown = Light = I have the right to KNOW
6) Third Eye = Thought = I have the right to SEE
5) Throat = Sound = I have the right to SPEAK/HEAR the TRUTH
4) Heart = Air = I have the right to LOVE/BE LOVED
3) Solar Plexus = Fire = I have the right to ACT
2) Sacral = Water = I have the right to FEEL
1) Root = Earth = I have the right to EXIST
PS. I also use George Hutton's Kundalini Activator (if you add all the Vimeo Vids it's a total of 30min affirmation chakra cleansing session; Links Below
THIRD EYE https://vimeo.com/119660107
SOLAR PLEXUS https://vimeo.com/119404873
I cannot emphasize this enough. If you do not have willpower, you will not succeed. Too often I have noticed people in hypnosis videos jumping from one track to another aimlessly. This is the nature of the mind, it's thoughts are infinite, it jumps and jumps about, irritating you endlessly. Come to an idea of a goal and stick with it, or you will find yourself in a whole lot of trouble and go nowhere at all. And willpower will come from your own work, not by hypnotizing yourself. There are no cutting corners to this.
- May the Light be strong with you, young padawan.
If I had to read just one book series in my entire life, and eliminate all others, this is the book series I would read.
This woman, Anastasia, is absolutely amazing. In this 9 book series, she revolutionizes an entire chunk of Russia according to her dream, and teaches everyone how Creation is actually done. It also covers the real history of this planet, with all the supernatural elements that happened along the line. And then, what's more? She knows we can all do the same and revolutionize entire nations if need be. This sounds like a fantasy book series, and yet there is no arguing with what's happening in the Eastern portion or Russia at the moment.
Drop every other book you have, and read this series. It is essential for your growth as a Creator.The later books get somewhat repetitive, but you cannot go wrong having this in your library.
Take care, fellow Creators. ~ Light
In & Out of Time ~Maya Angelou
The sun has come
The mist has gone
We see in the distance…
our long way home
I was always yours to have
You were always mine
We have loved each other in and out of time
When the first stone looked up at the blazing sun
and the first tree struggled up from the forest floor
I had always loved you more
You freed your braids…
gave your hair to the breeze
It hummed like a hive of honey bees
Mmmm…God how I love your hair
You saw me bludgeoned by circumstance
Lost, injured, hurt by chance
I screamed to the heavens….loudly screamed….
Trying to change our nightmares into dreams…
The sun has come
The mist has gone
We see in the distance our long way home
I was always yours to love
You were always mine
We have loved each other in and out
in and out
in and out
“Love recognizes no barriers
It jumps hurdles
To arrive at its destination
Full of Hope”
And I can’t change
Even if I tried
Even if I wanted to
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
She keeps me warm
If it’s one thing “Ive learned that people will forget what you said
People will forget what you did
But people will never forget how you made them feel.”
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is patient
Love is kind
My Inner World
Friends & Fireworks
After the beginning of an Untold Story
My Heart has Convinced My Mind this Moment is Eternal
My Body Nakedly Covered in the Exploding Exposing Tattoo of Eternal Happiness
This Child-like Joy Springs from my Soul
As Liquid Auditory Ecstasy of the Melody
he is Lovingly Singing to Me
I had the Best Night of my Life
The most wonderful thing was in Possession
The Present was Presented in the Perfect Image
Just Complete Surrender to Life's Song
My Mind Created this Dream
This Sudden Manifestation
"My Mind's Made Up
What an Interesting Phrase?"
As My Beloved Purple-Locked Rockstar
hits the Stage
Life is a Stage and although everything seems Life-Like
It is a Stage for the Mind, To play out our fights
My inner Criticism deceased
Our inner conflicts; wrinkles released
My my mind no longer the disease
Our inner Dreams Set Free!
Like Hippie Love,
Free Hugs & Peace
We live what we believe we truly deserve
We live the experience we equate to our worth
We Express and Explore only what we expect is most Possible
We are all entities Complete, Liberated and Lovable
This Universe, Subtle Entity that brought me magic
If I can think it, believe it, I have it
it transforms Thought to Reality from Flight
Our minds untangle and then rewind
so this poem is going no where
there is no where it needs to go
for this is the moment it remembers
it was created before... it was born at its destination before it began
The journey of Creation is the process to remember the power of 'I Can'
Guys, you're actually love. That's it. Really, no joke.
The Heart generates infinitely more biomagnetism than the mind. This magnetism makes you more attractive. The Heart, or the Power of Love, is the Law of Attraction.
The Heart is the center of all your desires. When you follow your heart, you are fulfilled.
Your heart has its own brain.
It's YOU, it's the core of your TRUE, AUTHENTIC SELF. Your INNER CHILD. Whatever it was you were born as, before society imposed its rules on you.
The power of the heart. It's compassionate, it's loving, it's the at the center of your body. It connects your lower desires to your intelligent desires all together. It should be at the seat of your decision making talent.
Speak with heart and conviction, and you're fearless. Fear is created by the imagination of your mind, and not your heart.
All sound too cheesy? Well, it's all true. Meditate on your heart chakra. Make sure you heal that little guy. It's way too important to be ignored or closed shut because society today has yet to discover the power of the heart. Every great spiritual teacher was trying to teach this in their own way, and went about it differently. Mohammad built great mosques of brotherhood, the Buddha and Jesus healed through the power of love, Krishna danced his way with love. Everyone had their own style, but the message was the same. It's love that will unite, preserve, and move mankind to a golden dawn.
I consider myself to be a highly intuitive person. Today, I missed the road to my dance classes. Welp. Thought I would hit the National Forest... once more, I screwed that up. By now I driving for over an hour with no real end, and the road back was close to an hour. What a wasted 2 hours. And of course, to top it off, all that frustration had somehow completely shut down my intuition. Now I was reliant on my GPS entirely. ARGH.
What the hell, man? I thought I had worked for 4 months to avoid these kinda situations. I really wanted to punch something and give up on the whole process. I mean, after 4 months of working on your life, you feel like you ended up back at the start line, before George Hutton began or my process to intelligence started. How much would that suck? The feeling of going all the way up and coming down back to nothing on an earth shattering morning?
And then I entered the dollar store. I saw a child's face smiling at me, and that soothed me instantly. Then I calmed down a bit, and drove back home perfectly fine. The rest of the day I fell back into my intuitive groove. Sometimes, the frustration can build up and you can lose sight of the big picture. Don't do it. Stick with the process and the pain of the process as well. It's well worth it in the end. Or so I hope.
Stay in the present. Pay attention in the present. And do not lose sight of the big picture. Shit happens, but the journey gets you there anyway. The road to success can be full of frustration. KEEP. AT. IT. SOLDIER ON.