I’ve purchased the Manifest Women program. I’ve been meditating and visualizing everyday. It’s been a week now and I started to wonder when I will see results in my mind/beliefs.
I walked around town and I had trouble keeping eye contact. A girl walked by and she looked me in the eyes. Is this an indicator of interest?
Well I looked back and after a few seconds I quickly broke eye contact to the right. It started to get really uncomfortable... So I kept walking to my destination and forget about her.
My feelings of inadequacy/ insecurity are very very deep. I started to get depressed thoughts and wondering wtf i’m doing and whether I should quit with this whole subconscious programming thing.
Until now (1week) it isn’t really doing much to help me with those insecurities/beliefs.
I have 0 confidence since I’ve lost my hair due to male patern baldness at the age of 15. I’m 25 now and 75 pounds overweight and bald. I look like a 35 year old man. I go to the gym sometimes but not consistent because I am busy with studying alot.
Therefore I can’t do the exercises in this program, it’s holding me back I think. I hate myself. Sometimes I just want to forget about all this bullshit. I wish I couldn’t care less but that isn’t the case deep down and I know it. I’m kinda stuck.